Alone

why is it?? in bein’ on my own….happy…? dismay?…

nah, can’t tell..it’s mixed…(sometimes)…however, it’s gloomy…it kills inside…though, i’m happy physically outside…as it manifests….but the real is, it’s dark inside….nobody knows, nobody cares……

how’s that? do u have the same feelin’?…i think not..i don’t know how it’ll be cured…what’s its remedy?? don’t know…

but, i’m livin’ with it…acceptin’ its fangs ang blows….fightin’ and confrontin’ to survive….who are my enemies?? me?…someone?….many…that’s it…it’s both..

don’t know what’s inside me….what’s keepin my mind rollin’….who is really me..???

can somebody tell?? i can’t even tell to myself…i’m lost…alone….of nowhere…